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Sunday, July 25, 2010

this pain i feel deep in side is like the pain that i ache when i cry :(

so much anger so much pain feels like im lokd up from the world

crying every night as i lay on my bed and walk the streetz so i can get

the aches and painz off my chest

now lemme smoke smoke that weed kusz maryjanez the only thing that

can help me breath blood shot red glossy eyez is the beauty of gettin high

easz my mind ease the painsz maryjane your my one n only special lady

lemme come nto yo world of green trees so u can make us bitchez fein....










Thursday, July 8, 2010

tears

These tears she cries are from the pain deep inside,
her heart aches every time she thinks of that time he held her
down how cruel is this man? is wat she was thinking
he left pain anger and sorrow deep in the flesh of her heart
every time she lies down in her bed she is scared to fall asleep
so she cries and cries till she is able to shut her beautiful green eyes
why hurt someone so innocent and sweet ?
what did she ever do ?
to feel the pain that u wanted to repeat over and over agin
but she couldnt take it any more so she put a stop to it
she was wating for mom to come home but couldnt wait any longer
so she went down to the neighbors may i use you fone please ....lady replies
are you ok ...thoughts run through the girls head is it that notice able do i look that scared
was it my fault ...girl replies o nothing i forgot to tell my mom to bring home some milk from the store
lady says ok here you go ...she turns around rushes to call her mother..mom mom were are you at hurry home please with a shaky voice please hurry
mom replies whats wrong did he touch you .... she clicked
mom was home she told her what happin......mom falls to the ground n cries n tell the girl in tears did i fail baby please forgive me baby girl....that baby girl is me chasity this happen wen i was 13 now i am 16 i still think about it but lord nowz i am fine
people in this world no one can have so much trust in a man or woman .....
god bless everybody and the teens.kids.&& even infants that go through this...parents you always have to understand if kids or teens tell you something like this you have to believe this and teens if you are goin through this or went through this it is never your fault and is not to late to tell ......comment please thank you

mother

You are the best friend i have ever had in this cruel world
i am sixteen years old in this world of pain&&agony
when things go wrong you are there to tell me everything is going to be ok
when tears roll down my face you are there to wipe them away
i love you dearly mom
u are a strong intellagent woman that is a mother of two u help with what ever you can you support me 100%
even though we have our ups and our down you are my number two
because if god wasnt my number one how would we b on this earth and how would you be the strong lady you are
because without god &&faith life is nothing
you are my mother && BEST FRIEND
GOD BLESS :love